uh screw live journal.
im gettin a dead one.
Ahhh a new start.
so byebye forever.
~beck

I have had a serious Livejournal block.
I just cant seem to say anything that would attract ANY comments.
but then I think (becky this isnt about the comments its your damn journal)
and so I think DAMN STRAIGHT!

sean just suggested we go and poop on things b/c hes bored.
If only we could poop on things to alleviate our boredom.

What my friend matt said was true.
The word Vagina is such an ugly word.It sounds like a desis. You can call your office and say "hel phil.. yeah im not coming into work today.. whats that?.. yeah im sick.. i got vagina.. yeah its pretty bad...well its not as bad as the flu but its getting there...yeah alright...bye"
Its an ugly word!

People get offended when i say pussy.. "YOU ARE SUCH A PUSSY"... well-what do you want me to say... "YOUR SUCH A VAGINA"... it JUST doesnt work out!
Pussy rolls off your tounge.. (ahhaha read that again) while Vagina gets stuck... its that damn G. G's are hard letters to say.
for example.. take the name Gary apposed to the name ~Lary~... LARY IS SOO MUCH EASIER!
I have had to much free time this summer... and its only been about 1 week that I have had vacation.
I fee left out and blocked from the world... or atleast my school "friends". And then I think.. TO HELL WITH THEM.. A BUNCH OF VAGINAS THEY ARE... well we really are a bunch of vaginas,being that were girls.
What if we wernt called Men and Women But Vaginas and Penis'. a vagina group. look at those vaginas over there! ohhh thats to great!

I want some of that Pizza we have around the corner.
Its such the best pizza you can ever have. It the cheap kind where the sauce is sparing and the grease is dripping off the slice and on to your pants and the paper plate becomes see-through. Where the cheese is soo melted its like eating pieces of string... now THATS good pizza.

~becky

all i have to say is.
"When its time to paty we will party hard".
EVERYONE download Andrew W.K. Party hard and pump it up!
~becky

hahhahahahh

*phew*
a drummer has been established and HOPEFULLY everything works out.
so far everything is going well.
i cant wait untill we get up and going and start to practice.

its nice and hot outside and i cant wait to go to gabes and abuse his pool SIKE!...(not really) hehehe

Summer TIME and thats all i have to say@>?@<
~becky

My name is: Becky becky mo meckie a fanan nana mo meckie me mi mo shekie BECKY!
I may seem: a TAD insane
But I'm really: insane
People who know me think I'm: funny and crazy
If you knew me you'd probably: think im insanely funny or just insane.
Sometimes I feel: DANCING and SINGING
My days are pretty: LONG but nice.
In the morning I: run IF im not lazy!
I like to sleep: anywhere really.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: at band practice and makin some musac..I LOVE MUSIC
Money is: a good thing IF you know how to use it for your benifit. make money work for you dont work for money.
One thing I wish I had is: a beach house.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: being so emotional
All you need is: LOVE haha.
All I need is: a cup.. but drinking from the bottle isnt THAT bad.
If I had one wish it would be: to be taller!! being 5'1 KINDA sucks.
Love is: confusing and great and horrible and painfull and enjoyable.
My body is: a tower! it is constantly pushing me to the limit (now im down to about 2 miles eh. a wonder. a peice of art and tanning nicely. haha and a crazy machiene
If an angel flew into my window at night I would:ask to see heaven but not die.
If a demon crashed into my window I would: go all out mATRIX ON HIS ASS!
If I could see one person right now it would be: matt... talk about eyecandy x2 and fun and good to talk to and funny. ME-OW!
Something I want but I don't really need is: some.. as in gettin some.
Something I need but I don't really want is: a job. DAH!
I live for: the sake of living
I dare you all to: live and let live!!><@>?<#
I am afraid of: being alone.
It makes me angry when: people are stupid and ignorant about others feelings!
I dream about: anything. ehehe
~becky

YEAH, NO MORE SCHOOL!
WATCH OUT SUMMER BECAUSE... well i dont have a reason to watch out but DO IT!
chem and geometry finals-FAILED!
but thats ok b/c I dont care><@#?>@
IM DRUNK ON VACATION! YEAH!
THESE LONG AWAITED 3 MONTHS OF NOTHING!
I mUST GO AND BREATH IN SUMMER!

~becky

one more day of exams and im done.
its about time...school this year was a bitch.

its kinda werid going in the kitchen and not seeing the dog.
but i guess it have to get used to it.

anyway.

i called the SPCA and i should be working there this summer-HOEPFULLY.

and now i have the whole summer to devote my time to the band.
goodie!

my brother has gone to the ocean today and wont be back untill the 17th!
thanks GOD I get the house to my self... kinda like how i have it right now.

blah!
~becky

what a sad day today.

Name:Fluffy
she was a good dog. but then she died.

we had her for a good 14 years.

i cried a LOT!
shes was such a cute dog.

collie/husky mix. all white with a big beige spot on her back.

one ear proped up and the other one fell down and wobbled up and down as she ran around stupidly.
she always had a perminant smile on her face and her big brown eyes would stare up at you when you were down or when she was in trouble.
SHE was soo friendly and everyone loved her.

she was my dog and always will be my dog.
~becky

I haven't updated in a while.

I am getting REALLY lazy. but thats ok! the worlds needs more lazy people.
so much going on with the end of the school etc etc.
fri was the last day -THANK YOU ABBA!
i have testing on mon and tues and then wed i have a TASC -which is the school gov. club or what have you- so we can organize the freshman oriontation...this is boring.

some kids died of candy... these gelatin cup things that you suck- DEADLY!
so I'm not getting any of those anytime soon.

its sunny outside but its raining?!

I love how the intellects of LJ post... especially the punk ones... they bitch and complain about everything blah blah blah. why don't they stick safety pins in their eyes...unless they haven't already done that. life wouldn't be the same with out the internet punks!

went four wheeling , talk about a GOOD TIME!
having rich friends is great because you haven't need to buy any of those things, just go over and use theirs.
Break something? Thats ok THEIR RICH!
Life is good... HEAR THAT LJ PUNKS LIFE IS GOOD!
~becky

I swear SOME people just piss me off!
~becky

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You belive that you are always 'right' - well maby you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.


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my lazyness is overwhelming!

I have about 5 days left of school.
Thank ABBA for summer vacation!

WATCH OUT SUMMER--
1 hot stud coming your way!

-right-

I have noticed that I seem to be bubbly and usually happy when I write in this HunkaJunk!
But im not... or am I!?
I dont know.

mhhhmm.

I usually dont write anything.

More like random thoughts.

TODAYS LIVE JOURNAL:
BECKY'S UNNECESSARY BABBLING...ahhh BSAHDFHGSDFENBRDSNBCXV!

yeah and thats just how it is around here neck of the woods.

im kinda hyper but tired.

Sometimes im so tired I cant sleep.

I ate a lot this weekend.
I must run I MUST run I MUST RUN!
but eh to lazy.
~becky

Summer time is RIGHT around the corner.
It doesn't seem that way since Maryland is being bombarded with storm after storm.
Right now its all dark and its only 4:30.
*tisk tisk*
Elections are tomorrow and I'm not worried b/c my competition is none at all... well someone IS running against me but like I said NO competition.
Oh well I'm sleepy.
~becky

SO Hilary got closure... but no one cares about that. Ehehehe.
I talk incredibly fast?!
hmmm WHERES YOUR HEAD AT?!?!???!?

Yeah I really hate how the book bag straps are right on where I am burned. Its hoits!
I have this week next week and 2 whole days left of school. ZHOW EXCITING! Libby and I are running now-- running divas-- since crew IS over and all adn we need to keep in shape.
I ate so much yesterday... I ate so much meat you could put it all together and make a baby horse-- I MEAN C'MON!
??
I confuse my self.

SARAH--
DUMB DUMB WE NEED BAND PRACTICE THIS WEEK! CALL RACHEL CALL TINA CALL THE POLICE FOR HEAVENS SAKE JUST CALL ANYONE AND LETS GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD...hahha literally.

~becky

Im very burned -- more like REAL tan--b/c I was at the race all today and it was such a nice day I wore nothing but my beater and shorts. I have been laying in the sun for more than 3 hours. We came in 2nd today beating all the Baltimore schools yet again. What an excellent way to finish off the season wouldnt you say?

LAST NIGHT
Just to give you an idea of that I was wearing--im going to explain to you my dress.
Black and white cheakerd(sp?)--I cant spell ANYTHING-- top and black skirt and it had a collar. It was a ONE peace. OWWCH!

-anyway-

So before the dance Gabe and I went to Libbys and there we chilled for a bit untill Libbs date came and Jess and Joey. That was a very amusing hour and a half. FULL OF SONG AND DANCE.
We were fashinably late and OF COURSE EVERYONE was waiting for us at the door.
RIGHT!
To sum up the dance--mind you I danced a LOT and that DOES include the booty call--and we took LOTS of pictures and it was just fun!

-Later-
Then we went to sara's for the long awaited slumber partay.
It was me,sara,Libby,casey,helen,travis,dave,shellie,erin and joey. We played hide and go seek in the woods but then I peed my self- yes I did!- and so I had to go back in. But then I came back out but since it was in the woods and it was 1 o'clock it was real dark. Sara told Erin and I to turn around and you couldnt see ANYTHING but black. I could put out my hands and not be able to see them. So we decided to leave and go to the trampolin with Libby and Casey and we waited for everyone to comeback. THEN me being the adventurous one decided we should go play truth or dare. WELL! That got interesting.
My dare:
Run around in the buff. And I did. I was spinning my shirt over my head and saying "im free IM FREE".
ERins dare:
Erin has big boobs. :D so we made her go into this box--the box came from jess's dare which ws SO hilarious! ohh GOSH I love her-- and we had her take off her shirt and we rolled the box down a hill. I almost had another accident b/c it was so funny!

INSANE!@><#?>!

then we went inside watched a nightmare before xmas and went to sleep around 3. woke up at 7 and then that brings you to the beginning of my LJ entry.

NOW to sleep!
~becky

Which Piercing are you?

ALRIGHT NIPPLES!

plans- dance tonight then to sara's with our dates for a night to remeber haha more like flashlight tag in the woods
then on sat my last race in DELAWARE!<#
WOO HOO PARTAY!
~becky

ugh I'm so frustrated.
i dont know why.
my reason is kinda stupid.
its REAL DUMB!
but hell its my journal so i can write what i want. yes?!
I keep on asking my self "why would one of the most popular cutest athletic girls go gaga over mr.athletic be interested in me?".(we don't go the the same school and he lives about 30 min from me) Mind you i met this boy a year ago at one of my school dances--he went with one of my friends-- and now i talked to him about 2 days ago and hes telling me he was thinking about me and that he wanted to talk to me REAL bad after the dance to hang out sdjhfsd all this. I mean how good was my impression that night?!
I don't know. I'm nothing spectacular. Oh well, im going to go out with him next weekend.
A quadruple date with Libby and her man.

OH GOD i just saw this thing on the news about the ZERo tolerance that the schools are now following. And this just angers me b/c since the columbine situation the schools are all uptight. They found this note this one girl wrote--very similar to the one i made-- and they suspended her. and then they found this knife that this one boy made for his school project and they had the his scholarship which he got from a college removed and he was suspended. WHAT THE HELL!? i swear they always mess with the kids that are not a threat! its so ridiculous! Both those kids were good students and very active in the school. BUT THEY SUSPEND THEM?!?!?!? but they never look out for the out cast kid the one thats not active at all!!! WHATTHEFUCK!?

whatever. people are really stupid anymore.

~becky